http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/ Ich hab dich lieb Mon, 28 Jun 2004 16:05:07 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/52.html Mon, 21 Jun 2004 11:10:34 GMT Omg Cali and LA was so much fun!! Im so glad i got to go! OK so on Friday at like 3 15 Laura came and picked me up then we went to the airport to pick up her dad and from there we were off to Cali. It was a really long time in the car to drive there so we got there at like 12ish then checked in and me and Laura went to use the restrooms but on the way we found a ballroom so i decided to open the door but it was pitch dark in there and the door made a funny kinda creepy sound so we both screamed and ran. Then we got our bags and headed up to the room, the room was SO pretty! I was a sweet so... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=52 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/51.html Fri, 18 Jun 2004 06:45:11 GMT Jo is all freaking out cuz she thinks ima ditch her for all the ppl ive been hanging with and im not. every1 knows i love jo, i mean ya ive been hanging with a lot of other ppl and i love them too dont get me wrong but i aint gunna ditch her...well idk wat to say and i gotta pack so i love you all, INCLUDING YOU JO!! http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=51 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/50.html Fri, 18 Jun 2004 05:35:00 GMT © I can't compete with you anymore. You wanted to win. I'm finally giving you what you want. So take it as you would, greatfully, forgetting me.© When darkness falls upon your heart and soul, I'll be the light that shines for you. When you forget how beautiful you are, I'll be there to remind you. When you can't find your way, I'll find my way to you. When troubles come around, I will come to you. I'll be your shoulder, When you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter, When you need someone to see you through. I'll be there to carry you. I'll be there. I'll be... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=50 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/49.html Thu, 17 Jun 2004 16:41:10 GMT This week has been crazy! On monday i went to sunsplash with hannah steff taryn sam sydney amanda amy melissa bret george angelo caleb katie keith madison ali megan kaila chelsea and uh i think thats it but maybe not...it was a lot of fun tho, i went on that sidewinder thingy 4 times, i loved it, i went in the front 3 times and in the bak once, the only time i was in the bak hannah was in the front and jo was in the middle and we got stuck right over the edge and i was laughing so hard that i couldnt breathe cuz hannah was the one who was leaning over the edge having to push so that we could... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=49 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/48.html Thu, 17 Jun 2004 08:16:43 GMT hey everybody im at steffs, we r talkin to joness bout john and hit ya kno how it is, john travis, angelo idk hwo to help her cuz i dont really kno wats goin on, shes cofused and confusin me.... I was talkni to park too...kc broke up with him cuz" he was too controlling and called her ot much and didnt let her hang with her friends" he is supposedly in lvoe with her so i guess i feel a little bad but not really cuz of all the shit he siad to me and then he oes and says he was always in love with her, bull. but anyways i dont really care cuz he is a butt... Now me and steff r... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=48 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/47.html Mon, 14 Jun 2004 21:26:49 GMT hmm...Im bored and jos right here, say hi jo, "hi, i needa blow dry my hair" and she leaves. Im talking to hannah and chelsea c. and Im gonig to sunsplash later today!! at like 4 tho, idk y so late but a lot of the schools going and so ya im going when they r with jo and hannah is coming too and so is steff, sydney, amanda, megan ali angelo melissa amy maybe chelsea c. maybe kaitlan katie and uh idk who else but more ppl lol. idk wat else to say and i have to brush my hair so ya... im done!(with my hair) hehe okie dokie so ya im bored and jo is here Haha i just looked calebs, h/o omg... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=47 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/46.html Mon, 14 Jun 2004 20:24:30 GMT Hey, I kno i havent written in here in like a really long time but im trying to stay away from aim cuz of ya, zander. but im at jo's right now and she is in the shower so I decided i'd write in here.... I cant decided if things r better or worse without zander. If you dont kno wat im talknig about then...ok we were in love ya blah blah every1 knows that but now he is telling ppl that he never liked me and shit, ok not ppl just hannah but still it pissed me off and he told laura that he didnt talk to me anymore but i dont really care about that. But now that we dont talk anymore, cuz... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=46 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/45.html Wed, 26 May 2004 14:01:58 GMT Im not quite sure what im gunna say at the moment but i kno i need to write... basically...my lifes over, or i wish it was...i dont wanna cut, cutting is stupid cuz i dont wanna almost die, i wanna die. i dont wanna go to school and have all my friends yell at me for cutting, i dont ever wannna go to school again. When he first told me he didnt love me or even like me anymore and that he never would again...i didnt think i still loved him, i was sad but nto as sad as i was the first time he stopped loving me which was the day b4 amandas birthday party and i couldnt even like... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=45 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/44.html Sun, 23 May 2004 09:28:33 GMT Aww!! I hate my fucknig computer!! I already wrote in here once but i didnt save it so im writing again! Ok well ya...Im jsut gunna get to the point this time...Everything with z has jsut been like really fucked up and everything and he didnt kno if he loved me anymore and stuff but last night he told me that he loved me and i was really happy and i still am but i was tihnking about it and idk things arent like they used to be...i cant talk to him about like anything cuz im scared he wont love me anymore and he used to say he wouldalways lvoe me and stuff and ya.. i believed him..i... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=44 http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/archive/43.html Wed, 19 May 2004 17:16:34 GMT Im in a really good mood right now cuz ya even tho zander might not love me anymore, he doesnt kno, atleast he is talknig to me!!!!!!!! i didnt think he was ever going to talk to me again!!!!! and he did!! while i was in the shower lol and then i got out of the shower and i had a text and of course i was hoping it was from him but i didnt think it was cuz earlier i got off the phone with steff czu i got a text and thoguht it was him and it wasnt but it was tihs time!!!!!! and ya, it was a good conversation, not good like good but good like a conversatino that needed to be had lol get it?!? ok... (more) http://ichhabdichlieb.blogdrive.com/comments?id=43