I cant decided if things r better or worse without zander. If you dont kno wat im talknig about then...ok we were in love ya blah blah every1 knows that but now he is telling ppl that he never liked me and shit, ok not ppl just hannah but still it pissed me off and he told laura that he didnt talk to me anymore but i dont really care about that. But now that we dont talk anymore, cuz he wont speak to me cuz i asked wat was up with him denying ever liking me and he hasnt spokin to me since, but anyways so now that we dont talk anymore im finding out things that i didnt kno, like he told laura he loved her atleast twice and shit like that and idk just stuff like that, actually i guess thats it but still...And i think its really weird that all of a sudden he can jsut stop talking to me when he said stuff like he couldnt live without me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and shit, but hey i guess thats how life goes, right?
When I was at sams i was sad at times and cried but sam and laura didnt kno till later but then i was really hyper and it was just a lot of fun but when we went to lauras, it was still fun but i got kinda idk weirdish jsut cuz laura said she was friends with paris. I mean i dont wanna tell her she cant be friends with her cuz thats mean but it would be like me saying im friends with lindsay to her, ya kno? ya but idk maybe laura doesnt look at it that way, but i do. I dont kno wat else to say, ill write bak later, hopefully ill start writing in here more.