I already wrote in here once but i didnt save it so im writing again!
Ok well ya...Im jsut gunna get to the point this time...Everything with z has jsut been like really fucked up and everything and he didnt kno if he loved me anymore and stuff but last night he told me that he loved me and i was really happy and i still am but i was tihnking about it and idk things arent like they used to be...i cant talk to him about like anything cuz im scared he wont love me anymore and he used to say he wouldalways lvoe me and stuff and ya.. i believed him..i guess i shouldnt have but o well, im stupid so ya, sucks for me. Im not mad at him at all for lying like that cuz i guess if i wouldnt have complained so much about jasmine this whole thing never would have happened but hey.. u have the guy ur in love with hang with another girl all the time and never even say hi to u..I miss him tho... I miss how we used to be, everything was perfect, i had like the perfect life and i totally fucked it up..wat an idiot.