Im in a really good mood right now cuz ya even tho zander might not love me anymore, he doesnt kno, atleast he is talknig to me!!!!!!!! i didnt think he was ever going to talk to me again!!!!! and he did!! while i was in the shower lol and then i got out of the shower and i had a text and of course i was hoping it was from him but i didnt think it was cuz earlier i got off the phone with steff czu i got a text and thoguht it was him and it wasnt but it was tihs time!!!!!! and ya, it was a good conversation, not good like good but good like a conversatino that needed to be had lol get it?!? ok well ya grr i dont even kno wat to say im jsut so happy and cant stop typing o and tariq ya guess wat, i hate him, lol i told sam i did cuz ya, i do, wat he did to matt and now angelo, ugh asshole and me ya, im not saying wat he did but jo, u kno and jess and steff and ya idk who else knows but ya, ugh i jsut hate him and omg, angelo is so sweet, he is all like sensitive and stuff and i didnt kno that he was! hes popular and ud think he wouldnt be but he is!! and omg how could she do that to him in the first place??! ugh id jsut die if i was in that position, i would never ever do that! duh nto to zander but nto even to angelo!!! and i barely even kno angelo like at all!! and u still wouldnt do that!! ok well i wanna stay ina happy mood so ima stop talking about that! o but, my laura is sad and im sad for her but im happy too, ive been all like sad and shit for like a week and im nto now!! hehe ya and jo is like so nice!! hehe and steff too!! me and steff like r never bitchy to each other anymore so i guess all that fighting paid off, right steff? lol u kno im right. so ya me and steff r doin good and me and jo too, idk how jo is doing on her own but i think she is finally doing better too, i think she finally knows wat she wants, and thats good, and jo if u dont kno wat u want, dont worry about ti, u will sooner or later. omg do u ever feel so tired that like ur heads gunna like fall off? lol ya that sounded weird but its true, im sooooooooo tired and ill be able to sleep tonight!! and i have a field trip tomm., ya im not very excited about that, i dnot wanna go but i dont wanna write a paper so im going. blah, yucky but anyways bak to me being tired, im really tired and havent stopped typing for like 5 min lol but im waiting for jo to come bak cuz she is away cuz her parents just got home from the concert. omg they r so lucky. it was the 3 doors down concert and they got to have dinner with them!!!!! grr nto fair!!!! whoops i stopped typing fro a sec. to check my phone to se if it was blinking, but it wasnt, i think z fell asleep lol thats ok tho, i wish i was asleep too, ya, with him, hmm, lol anyways, jo's talknig to her parents to see how it was and then coming bak and then im leaving lol cuz im really tired and ugh i dont think im supposed to be on and i have to get up at 6 30 to straighten my hair cuz i love it straight lol well anyways.. i think thats all for now...ima go tell jo to come bak, cya